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[11 Sep 2009|06:32pm]
[ mood | broken. ]

 I love it here.
It really is wonderful.
I've met some great people.
And I'm super happy.
I like being closer to my family.
And I like being whoever I want with no prejudices.
I like my classes.
All my teachers are pretty cool.
It's beautiful here.
I have an amazing car that I love.
Everything is so different but still kinda the same.
It's really the perfect fit for me.
I've never felt more alone.

[22 Dec 2008|06:25am]
[ mood | YAY! ]

I knew there would be.
This snow day is even better because i was let down by thinking there wasn't one so the high is ten times higher now that I know I can stay home and build a snow cave all day.
I love not school.
Happy, happy day.

[07 Aug 2006|12:05am]
So here goes another little emo girl entry from hannah.  cause thats all i really am.  a little emo girl who hates the way life is now.  i don't want to grow up.  i want to get younger.  i want my simple life back.  i want my friends back.  now.  i'm sick of this shit.  i want my life back.  i need it back.

[28 May 2006|09:52pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Everything that Alexis said the other day in her journal is right.
I miss Mill.
I never ever ever thought I would say that but I do.
I miss having friends.
I miss being able to settle a fight by saying I was sorry and that was that.
We were friends again.
I miss Liz living here.
I hate that I can't walk around the block and see my best friend.
Now I see Laurel, which is great.
But its not Liz.
I miss being close to Cally.
Not Cali.
I miss being obsessed with Chris and Justin.
I miss the binder.
Justin. Jimmy. John. Josh.
I miss walking down Main Street with a muffin in hand.
I miss never doing anything wrong.
I miss being able to talk to Emily without it being awkward.
I miss talking to Jess and ALWAYS enjoying it.
I miss having a brother who was home and usually out of trouble.
I miss watching movies with that brother.
I miss Emmy.
I miss hating Mrs. Lynch.
I miss being able to ease through all my classes.
I miss Mr. Garlapo.
I miss Our Town.
I miss chorus with Mrs. Trenchard everyday.
And that really annoying girl that I sat next to whose name I never knew.
I miss Alexis.
I miss Roy.
I really miss Alexis.
Not fighting with her...
Just being bestfriendsforever good friends with her.
I miss going to Liz's house and not knowing what I should eat because it might be for Matt.
I miss Matt Ziemba.
I miss Mr. Scheidemann.
I miss going to see Mrs. Procopio and how pregnant she always was.
I miss my pink hair.
I miss Liz's pineapple hair.
I miss Mr. Miller calling me Zorro.
I miss Molly.
I miss hating Vicky..
Ha.. Monkey.
I miss being "in love" with Andy Vitale.
I miss liking Andy Diakun but not wanting anyone to know.
I miss Kristin going out with Jake and Chris even though she knew I liked them.
I miss the Six.
Los Seis.
I miss that even though I was never part of it.
I miss technology class.
And Home Ec.
I miss despising Mr. Tubbs and how he was my lover and Cally had Mr. Huff.
I miss Queen Moo Cow.
I miss being Tuppercrow.
I miss Fantasy Island in sixth grade when I started being called the chicken because I wouldn't go on this one ride and then when I did go on it I was still the chicken cause I wouldn't go on this other one.
I miss being really short.
I miss being the seventh wheel.
I miss Spending most of seventh grade with Alexis.
I miss graduation.
I miss parties at Mill where your shoes would be off in ten minutes and you'd go out to dinner afterward.
I miss having Liz follow me around in sixth grade and leaving her in Mrs. Procopio's room once and she wouldn't leave until I came back for her.
I miss Nannie.
And Nana.
I miss Gabby [my cousin] being a sweet little girl.
I miss Anna.
I miss when Justing used to stand up on his chari in Mr. Dillon's class and kaw at me.
I miss when I hated Mitch with every ounce of my being.
I miss camp.
I miss not knowing who the hell Anna was talking about when she said "Steve".
I miss everything that used to be.

Like Alexis said,
When I look at pictures from the past,
I cry.
I don't laugh.
And it doesn't just make me want to cry.
I do.
I want to go back to lagallina779 days.
And when emily helped me come up with a new screen name which ended up being limboELMO2691.
And she told me not to put 69 in it and I didn't understand why and I accidentally did anyway.
I miss when I made Emily that collage to make her happy.

I miss Mill Middle Days.
More than anything.

All the love,

[18 Aug 2005|10:26pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

orange hair!

[11 Aug 2005|10:10pm]
[ mood | sad ]

greg leaves next saturday...

[15 Jul 2005|01:25pm]
[ mood | excited ]


[10 Jul 2005|01:00pm]

Beauty and the Beast
Finding Neverland
Harry Potter and the Sorcerers Stone
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets

Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
Lord of the Rings Fellowship

Phantom of the Opera
Dude Wheres My Car
Mr. and Mrs. Smith
Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants
Without a Paddle

The Patriot
50 First Dates
Happy Gilmore

Shrek 2
Et the extra terrestrial
Spider Man
Spider Man 2

Lion King
Forrest Gump
My Big Fat Greek Wedding
The Sixth Sense
The Passion
Pirates of the Carribbean
I, Robot

How to Lose a guy in 10 Days
The Ring
The Ring 2
The Grudge
The Sound of Music

Idependence Day
The Notebook
Back to the Future
Stand By Me
A League of their own
The Death of a Cheerleader
Odd Girl Out
Mrs. Doubtfire
Top Gun
Revenge of the Nerds
Animal House
My Cousin Vinny
Saving Private Ryan
Dare Devils
Meet the Parents
Meet the Fockers
The Longest Yard
Monster in Law
Freaky Friday
Mean Girls
The Shining
Austin Powers Gold Member
Kill Bill Vol. 1
Kill Bill Vol. 2

The Green Mile
Nightmare on Elm Street
Friday the 13th
Freddy Vs. Jason
Anger Management
Mona Lisa Smile
It's a Wonderful Life
Fried Green Tomatoes
Wizard of Oz

Bring it On
Bring it on Again
Interview With a Vampire
The Whole 10 Yards
School Of Rock
The Contender
Mystic River
Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon
The Bourne Identity
Legally Blonde
Legally Blonde 2

Miss Congeniality
Rat Race
The Wedding Planner
Sugar and Spice
Josie and the Pussycats
Spice World
Cats and Dogs

Yaya Sisterhood
Toy Story
Toy Story 2

Almost Famous
Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory

[02 May 2005|04:23pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]





[17 Apr 2005|06:29pm]
[ mood | bored ]

doing the health project... anyone else doing LSD? wanna give me a good source?

[17 Apr 2005|05:53pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

ha now i have figured out how to do my own journal! its so pretty! i am a master of the livejournal arts now.

[13 Mar 2005|02:04pm]
[ mood | cold ]

im attempting to do health homework but it isnt really working. i keep getting distracted like by this i guess i should get back to that but i dont think im going to. i really want to go shopping today but i dont think its going to happen. i have 2 gift cards to media play and like $55 to spend on shoes and clothes. but my mom doesnt seem interested in taking me so i dont think im going. if anyone wants to go call and maybe we can work something out. i had a really good soccer game last night. we won. mr rosen was like lisa's save some of hannahs defensive plays one of katies goal and michaelas goal are going to be on espn tonight you better watch. if katie might be getting ten dollars from me next week. kevin is staying with us again, his dad is in florida so hes staying with us. hes been here since thursday and will stay until tuesday. and yes jess that one enrty was talking about you. you can be a bitch and you know it too so dont try to get out of it. that was really bitchy trying to get me to say no to kristin and chris. their relationship is none of your business and you cant tell them what to do. i think they should do something just the two of them too but im not gonna make them do that if they want me there ill be there. im always here for you guys.

much love

[11 Mar 2005|04:12pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

im sorry roy i love you

stole it from kriste who stole it from lexi

+ your name: Hannah Catherine Hawk
+ your gender: girl
+ age: 13
+ height: 5'2"
+ hair color: brownish-blonde
+ eye color: green
+ your location: US, NY, Erie county, Williamsville, Blossom Heath, living room
+ fears: no comment
+ peed your pants? when i was little
+ cheated on someone? nope
+ fallen off the bed? occasionally
+ fallen for a relative? HELL NO
+ had plastic surgery? nope
+ broke someone's heart? dont know..
+ had your heart broken? thats debatable
+ had a dream come true? ...
+ done something you regret? who hasn't?
+ cheated on a test? dont remember
+ been raped? by aarman...lol riya
+ broken a body part? not that i know of
+ wearing – purple shirt, black pj pants, bra, underwear
+ listening to – music videos... different every three minutes
+ chewing - nothing
+ feeling – bored
+ reading – the computer screen
+ located - i already answered that and im not repeating myself
+ chatting with – sam and jess
+ watching – music videos
+ should REALLY be - i dont know
SECTiON 4 [ DO YOU... ]
+ brush your teeth? yes
+ like anybody? yes
+ have any piercing? yes
+ drive? not legally
+ believe in Santa Claus? hell yeah we have a little thing and let me tell you he isnt truely fat he's damn sexy
+ ever get off the computer? sometimes
+ do you hang out with the opposite sex? yes
+ do you consider yourself popular? no
+ do you trust your friends? some of them
+ are you a good friend? .. i dont know
+ can you keep a secret? yes
+ IMed – sam
+ talked to on the phone – kriste
+ yelled at ? - uhh i dont know i was just at soccer so i guess my teammates
+ fell in love with – no comment
+ turned down – not sure
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? hmm...
+ What was the worst day of your life? Nana's funeral
+ What has been the best day of your life? not sure
+ What comes first in your life? my friends
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? – ....
+ If you had an extra set of eyes where would you put them? hmm... i need to think about that one
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? - the guy i like
+ Movie: Donnie Darko, Nightmare Before Christmas, and anything with Johnny Depp
+ Song: hmm
+ Group: MCR, The Used, Underoath, The Darkness, Queen, and Eats Like Ashley
+ Store: Hot Topic
+ Relative: Greg
+ Sport: soccer
+ Vacation Spot: where ever my family is (not meaning my parents and brithers)
+ Fruit: starfruit
+ Candy: 3 musketeers
+ Holiday: halloween
+ Day of the Week: friday
+ Color: black
+ Magazine: i dont read magazines
+ Name for a Girl: Emmiline
+ Name for a Boy: Ashley
SECTiON 9 [ DO YOU . . .]
+ Like to give hugs - yep
+ Like to walk in the rain? of course
+ Sleep with or without clothes on? with
+ Prefer black or blue pens? black
+ Dress up on Halloween? of course
+ Have a job? i babysit
+ Like to travel? yep
+ Like someone? yeah...
+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back? tummy or sometimes side
+ Think you're attractive? no
+ Want to marry? yeah
+ Have a goldfish? - no
+ Ever have the falling dream? alot
+ Have stuffed animals? loads and ill never get rid of any of them
+ Go on vacation? yeah
+ Abortion: as long as its not used as birth control
+ Bill Clinton: idk
+ Eating Disorders: stupid
+ Summer: we arent in school so its good
+ Tattoos: love them
+ Piercing: love them
+ Make-up: hott... especially on guys
+ Drinking: fun shit
+ Guys: sexy
+ Girls: ....
+ Pierced nose or tongue? – tongue
+ Be serious or funny? - depends on the occasion
+ Single or taken? - taken but only by the right guy
+ Simple or Complicated? - depends on the occasion
+ MTV or BET? - VH1
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? - i haven't seen dawsons creek so i guess 7th heaven
+ Sugar or salt? - sugar
+ Silver or gold? - silver
+ Tongue or belly button ring? both
+ Chocolate or flowers? flowers
+ Angels or miracles? both
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? depends on the occasion
+ Sunrise or sunset? - sunset
+ M&M's or Skittles? M&M's
+ Rap or Rock? - rock
+ Stay up late or sleep in? both
+ TV or radio? cds
+ Hot or cold? what are we talking about
+ members of the opposite sex taller or shorter? - taller
+ Sun or moon? - moon
+ 10 acquaintances or one best friend? one best friend
+ Vanilla or chocolate? - chocolate
+ Kids or no kids? - kids
+ Half-empty or Half-full? half empty
+ Mustard or ketchup? ketchup
+ Newspaper or Magazine? - magazine
+ Spring or Fall? - fall
+ Give or receive? - give
+ Rain or snow? - rain
+ Happy or sad? during what occasion
+ sneakers or sandals? barefoot
+ McDonald's or Burger King? not a fast food person
+ Mexican or Italian food? depends on the time and day
+ Lights on or off? – off
+ A house in the woods or the city? woods
+ Pepsi or Coke? – coke
+ Nike or ADIDAS? - dont really care

chimichangas....mmmmm [10 Mar 2005|07:27pm]
[ mood | full from chimichangas! ]

mmmm i just got home from 5 de mayo where i had the best chimichanga i think i've ever eaten. it was a shrimp one and damn it was good. deep fried and covered in cheese, sour cream, and guacamole. i feel like homer simson except im not all over the doughnuts its chimichangas. but anyway... chris i dont hate you like i said earlier. jess can be a bitch sometime though shes still my friend and as for soccer i dont need details but you can play with my team even though we suck horribly. i hate ernest royal hanna the fourth.

[08 Mar 2005|09:27pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

i have finally joined the rest of the drones and gotten a livejournal but until i figure out how to work everything it will be pretty boring and i probably won't update very much but here it is.


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